Bitter

My essays will all be over in just over 2 weeks. I will have written 14,000 words. University of Warwick, you cut me deep, you really do. I'll have a few days off and begin revision for my 50% exams. Term 3 is ridiculously difficult and I've not even started it yet.

Enough emo crap. I'm feeling a bit drained after a week in the library (except Tuesday, I skipped that day). I had a meeting with the lovely education lady Sarah for Warwick Volunteers to become a project leader for mentoring. She said she'd definitely let me do it next year, which is exciting!! I do love mentoring and I'll get to be all responsible, so I get to sit at the stall next year at the Volunteer's Fair in Fresher's Week...and send all the emails and such, and have tons of responsibility, but it's so fun :). She said she'd also try and get me on to the Aim Higher Associate's Scheme, which involves going in to schools every week, like I already do, but this position is paid. Even if there are no places left on that scheme, I'll still be really happy doing the mentoring :)

The reason this post is called bitter is because of the following;
- I'm drinking honey and lemon, I put a little bit too much lemon in
- I seem to be in a bitchy mood recently (more so than usual), analysing every little thing people do and thinking it's some kind of plot against me. I know this is insane.
- I have started to dislike some people when they've done nothing to me, personally. I just don't like who they are any more. I can't decide whether this is bad or not. Surely it's okay to dislike someone just because they're not your sort of person? Even if you have known them for ages. I feel like I'm betraying my past, as I know that it's probably me who has changed and not them. But the new me thinks they are a douche.

I said this blog would never be an emotional diary, and I don't think it has been yet. I never post anything that personal, it's usually just updates on my life. So deepest apologies if you are sickened by any expressions of  my human emotion.